I can't do it. I'm not strong enough to withstand this, to know that I'm failing and not know how, to hear that you just don't want to go on anymore. I'm not strong enough to be alone, to have no one. I'm not strong enough to know what to do about this.
I don't know how people who don't believe in or follow God, who don't believe that Jesus is an incarnation of God and is alive, do it. I don't know how they hold on, stick through times like this. I don't know how they get through the trials so big without knowing that they've got someone bigger on their side. I don't know how people manage life thinking they have to do it on their own. I certainly wouldn't be able to. He's the only one responsible for me even still being here.
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